금요일, 3월 13, 2009
Mixed emotions..
Gawd its gonna rain again. Just when i need to step out of the house for work. Damn.
Oh anyway this translation is for piggy zw..
자기한테..(to myself..)
생일축하한다~ (Happy birthday~)
이멍청이야.. (this dummy..)Just watched se7en's newly (finally) released music video. I thought his accent was way better than boa in her Eat Me Up video though. Hmm. But looking at him evokes memories. Realisation struck that the memories had been lurking beneath the surface, lingering and waiting for the day i can finally bid farewell to them.
I made up my mind on a few things ever since i came back.
Decisions that will probably not win anyone's support but i will see them through. Solely for the fact that i have no intention of letting history repeating its course again. This is my life and i ought to deserve much better treatment.. Nah. I should say this is my life and i ought to be able to do what i want with it.
I am feeling a pretty bit like Jihoo nowadays.. His loneliness, depression and weariness probably rubs off on me..the more i watch him. Heh but he still has his adorable side. Especially when he plants a kiss on Yijung's cheek! Like javabeans, i was hoping for a Junpyo-jihoo kiss too but oh well.. Lets just dump Jandi, Jaekyung and Ga-eul and opt for a F4-only happily ever after ending. Hee. Junpyo-jihoo pairing and Yijung-woobin pairing!!
Been busy recently. Meeting up with old acquaintances and friends (cos when i first came back the only person i felt i was able to meet up with was juline), my keyboard lessons have also commenced, chasing dramas, mugging korean (a valiant but currently in vain attempt), online shopping and of cos working.. (my bank account needs a boost to support my spendings)
Hmm.
I prefer to be spazzing.
Crapping about my life which itself is crappy enough is just erm, crap.
In any case, less than 2 weeks to stepping on Korean soil again.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 11:29 AM